unfair

FFS!

gosh..i'm almost 18. i wanna go out whenever i want without my parents stopping me or having to pester me all the time. why can't they back-off and let me have fun. they're always telling me i'm going out too much..jeez, what the hell am i gonna do sitting on my ass at home?? i know they are looking out for me, but don't they trust me? i can take care of myself. if i know that there is something i shouldn't do then i won't do it. why can't they understand that??!!! is it so difficult??????

dictatorship

like a....dictatorship

• one leader.
• you're in it or your out.
• everyones following each other like sheep.
• nobody wants to be the person thats 'out'.
• do what you think is right.
• don't be a sheep.
• tell them to suck it.

=)

update

.::it is officially bitch season, many people acting like bitches lately::.

*sigh* why must ppl be like that...
....

anywho...

my dad came back from singapore & thailand on friday. yay & boo.

yay for the stuff he bought back for me.

boo for the limited freedom i will have once again.

bought me jeans from victoria beckham's line of jeans. soo pretty

he has good taste suprisingly ^_^

the pocket detail

he also bought me some ed hardy tops

he didn't get me any of that made in china shit :) he's kool like that

my aunty gave me a real pretty watch

good taste runs in the family ^_^

my dad won't give me anything else he got me until my birthday *sigh* still a month & a bit away..but i can wait :)

after getting my gifts went to adams house with sophie. played wii again :) golf is fun

around 8.30 we went to find a place to eat. planned to go neighbours cafe but was closing -.-.

looked for other places to eat. went to welfare in highland park. they closing as well.

went back to meds after. look around for place to eat.

ended up eating at choi's (korean muahahah)

jerry just finished work there & so he eat with us hahaha

after that, went to get bubble tea. took ages -.-

went back to adams house after, on the way he drive round & round the roundabout hahaha it was fun but only did it once.

chris fetch me home later that night hehehehe.

on saturday woke up pretty late, then ate. watched a disc with my cousins wedding photos.

everyone look so handsome & pretty. i wanna go to a wedding. looks so fun.

went to bot to poke a hole in my watch coz too big. i ask the guy how much it cost. he go 5cents. i was like i will come back, have to get some money. then he say don't you get it? there is no 5cents. i go ohhhhhh haha ur funny. he goes just give me a kiss on cheek. i go uhh....no thanks man no thanks. funny funny people.

i am currently looking for a car. hoping to get one for my birthday. right now i want a honda integra. but knowing me, my mind will soon change...but to what?

dunno how i wll afford a car. don't have any source of income anymore...

& so hard to get a job.

plz plz plz strike lotto mummy and daddy. fingers crossed x.x.

puppies!

what have i eaten today? heaps. had pork bun for breakfast. then at school ate bread from rio's, sausage roll, ice-cream, filled roll & drank a peach drink. waiting for dinner at the moment & i am freaaaaakinnnngg hungry!

my bro's dogs girlfriend had her puppies & we are looking after it for now until they get sold :) hehe they are soooo cute >.<

the only SOB

the black ones are bitches ^_^

make you hungry??

wedddddyday

woaahhhh mama! today was a low of 2 degrees & iiiiii'm feeling it right now

school starts later on wednesdays so this morning went mcd's with friends...it was s0o0o0o0o0o00o cold...got a breakfast happymeal hehehe pretty worth it..$5 for hotcakes, a hashbrown, hot chocolate & a toooooyyyy!!!! yeeeyaahhhh!

got to school around 8:55am. had eco first period. i have ISOLATED myself in eco. concentrate better :) accounting 2nd period. always need to go toilet in acc..

3rd period...classics...sophie said i look kool hahaha its my hair and jacket apparently...hehe watta sweetie.

4th period. WAGGED. ompg. can i go a week without wagging?

it is jus tooo addictive.

next week i promise! pinky promise! no wagging!

had no 5th period today :) seniors finish early :)

went to watch friends play badminton afterschool with sophie...hehe we saw a guy..lol. lol.

went home after..so tired and hungry. went out for dinner to viet hoa..they got gooood wonton noodle soup...i want more right now! managed to finish a large bowl and springrolls...still hungry...winter is defitnitely gonna make me fatter :( eating soo much...n barely any exercise....

*sigh*

went to my dads shop after...mummy has to look after it while he overseas...waited in the car for two hours eating hot chips while she was there..to cold to wait in the shop. good thing i bring my ds..something to do hehehehe. drank a whole bottle of juice too.. i normally don't do that :P.

came home round 9ish...to tired to do homework (or more lazy)

so didn't do. go online & chat & blog instead. tst tst tst..

friend giving me many big bang songs to download hahhaha...

ipod gonna be full of them soon!

hope tomolo gonna be a bit warmer, hate being so cold >:(

woop woop

gosssshhhhh since i stop working i have soooo much spare time.

went to church on sunday. hadn't been in a while. had fun talking to ppl.

went to Choi's for lunch. saw church friends there :) ask me to sit with them.

i rather sit with my family. FAMILY TIME rules.

went bubble tea with friends later on. hehehe yeeeyahhh i got TWO stamps on my bubble tea card now ^_^ 6 more to go until i can get a free one! i am a fool. falling for this.

went BK for dinner after, haha got coupons so go...

after BK went to watch a movie. mall cop was on.

the guy had hello kitty plaster hehehe so cute. i want :).

movie was funny but not really worth $13.50...aiyoh. so broke now :(

monday....don't remember anything in particular i did.

tuesday. had fun at school. hehehe. free period went bakery. bhaleshwar drive. his car have indian music. kekeke. he is safe driver unlike some ppl -.-.

saw the dairy that Sunits parents own..kool man.

did not enjoy eco today....it's getting hard. make me feel duuuuuummmmbbbbbbbb.

had badminton in the gym at lunch. no energy to play. shoot ball in the hoop. only got it in once.

sophie can get in many times :)

went to botany afterschool. had mcdonalds ice cream. so good. wanted another one. but got medium fries and banana milkshake. i luv milkshake. so nice :) :) :)

bought $10 vest from jayjays. good deal good deal. use to be $34.95.

will probably wear tomolo.

tomolo i am gonna buy school ball photos *sigh* another $5 have to spend.

soon will have no money for singapore shopping :(

my gosh its boring

saturday night...soooo pucken bored!! pucken bored pucken bored pucken bored! x10000000

tv sux. internet sux. ds sux. wana go out. no-one can though.

waste of my saturday. i'd do homework. but need motivation to do it >.<

sleep my weekend away ;)

fri nite

i smell a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch!

....

bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch

ok . i just matured.

FRIDAY!

dancefest was on at school. there was like...only two good dances...eh got free packet of jelly beans. but $2 bux man....i hope it went to charity.

• afterschool we all go to adams house, but first stopped at tai ping loooool.

• adam and jen needed to buy green food. yuckkkkky.

• then went pak n save. duno wat they buy there.

• then we go adams house. his doggy so cute. so tiny. so funny. good sense of style. can barely hear it bark. muahahhahhahaaahhahahahaha. lmao.

• played wii & tekken & racing games.

• haha beat the guys in racing :P but then lost my touch & they beat me later.

• sophie so pro at tekken =)

• hehehe then we went to get pizza from dominoes for dinner..coz pizza hut sux. :).

• bileshua was working. hahaha. so many indian work there. a few white guy & saw one asian :o

• watched a dvd that chris rented. forgot what it called. aiyoh. steel rod went right through the guys head in the movie. scream like hell. gross.

• then me & sophie go hooooooooome round 1130pm.

• hehe & now is saturday and am waiting for dinner. big bro gonna treat me & lil bro to BK. i wanna sundae. neeed ice cream. craving so much.

until then my preciounesses

alllll goood

eheheheh yaaaaaayyy!!!!!!!!!!! i'm aaaaaaaall better now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooo soooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to school today.....didn't miss out on much work phew...i hate catching up..never get round to doing it...

school is funny. people say funny things and make people ltao (laugh their ass off)

bileshewarfjdhfljkbgjuehfdfhkjlfjkwfh grrr can't spell his name. i will ask him tomolo.

he does not like homosexuals. he is homophobic.

i was flipping through a book on gay marriage as an excuse to stay in the library at lunch. bilesuwarfwhfe;lhljkhfljghjlfh start to move away hehehe. he so funny. homophobic.

lmao. he is indian. very white indian. odd.

btw. i am not gay :).

it is school dance fest tomolo. i am going. coz a certain someone will be going. kekekekeke.

anoda waste of $2. can buy me a bag of chips. it better be worth my money $$$$$.

i have no job anymore. so i am a pauper.

don't know what to do tomolo nite! it's friday! if i go to my friends house. it is free. can save money :). but i want to see a movie with melmel n get mcdonalds! . hmm.. n that will cost $13!!!!!! unless..i can get in at childs price...but they ask for i.d nowawdays..-.-movie ppl desperate for money.

everyone desperate for money..-.-..

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

money isn't everything my dears

:)

sick days

became sick on thursday

doctor thinks it could be campylo bactor...food poisoning

thanks to that i couldn't enjoy my one & only ball as much as i could have :(

went home early from theresa's afterball..:( sad sad miss out on the fun.

lost quite a bit of weight lately from vomitting

thursday weighed 42.9kg

saturday weighed 41.6kg

today~ monday just weighed myself again..just 40kgs..

i just want to get better...missing friends, no one to chat to at home

dead day

*sigh* ball tomolo...

i would be excited..

but.... i have a killer headache..

& tummy ache.

Hope God can make me feel better tomolo.

have FAITH!

WINTERRRRRRRRRR

i HATE winter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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wish i was a bear

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i wanna hibernate

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sleep for long time

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dream of...