lies

everyone fucking lies

i love the f*cking sun!!!

wah lao the sun was so scorching today!

i luv it!

GLOBAL WARMING!

thank god for sunscreen

but i still got fricken tanned >:(

i think i went up .. 2 shades? hahahaha

walked with sophie today.. for almost 5 hours

got a free foot spa at botany hahaha we just soaked our feet in the fountain..

so nice and cooling!

i really think the sun has something in it which makes a person really really really really really effin happy.. just what i needed after this shit week

and just to make my day better my mummy puts 100 bux in my bank account!

kekekekekkekeekkekekekekeek

right now dreaming is better than reality

after watching korean dramas in the holidays..

my life feels like it has turned to a korean drama..

two people who like each other so much , can't be together .

life likes to play tricks on our hearts .

why is happiness so hard to keep after working so hard for it?

some things are just easier said than done .

but why do we say something that we cannot do?

to make ourselves feel better?

problem solver

HA HA HA

i've solved the problem of my hideous hair!

by wearing hats!

yes!

slowly getting over it .. slowly..

i think i drank 2 Litres of water today..

soo many ulcers in my mouth.. dunno how i got them..

make my mouth burn so drink lots of cold water muahahaha!

hi. i'm a dumbass

yep.

i am a dumbass.

and maybe the hairdresser too.

i asked for shoulder length..

and what does she cut up to..

THE CHIN!

does the chin and shoulder look similar?

does it really?

although i should have been paying more attention to how she was doing destroying my hair than staring out the window & looking at people passing by..but still...c'mon..chin...shoulder...there's quite a difference..

so big

why is the font so big in my previous post...i put the size normal =.="

ring ding dong~!

ring ding dong

Ring Ding Dong by SHINee such a catchy song ,

pisses my bro's off heheheehaaaw , couldn't care less .DOTA freaks .. can't watch youtube whenever they play (which is like AAALL the time)

coz it'll make them lag ..pffft..

loser dota freaks..

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heheheheeehaaaaaaw

some funny shiiiiit

630AM

IS WHEN THE STREET LIGHTS TURN OFF

YEEEE BOOOI

I HAVE NO LIFE

Haven't slept aaaall night thanks to the nap i had in the evening

DS'd throughout the night

THE GLASS IS HALF EMPTY

lately i've been in a veeeery pessimistic mood..

and it caused me to clean the whole house today...

cleaning = joy

yay?

dis-gus-ting

had the worst dream last night..

in my dream was a girl ..(oh yes. it sounds great now but..)

she didn't like me & we were fighting..

then she made a milkshake for me ..which was quite disgusting..i could taste it in my dream !!

she asked how it was & i lied saying it was nice & asked her what was in it..

then she tells me ..

she put body parts in it

+.+

THAT IS FRIIIICKEN DISGUSTING

then i ran away...

why the *beep* did i dream that?

and when i woke up .. i could still taste it in my mouth!!!

& can taste it now that i'm blogging about it

anyway...

first thing in the morning was enroll for my semester one classes..

hehe me & steph have most classes the same..

we were going to be in the same accounting class too but...

when i enrolled for it..

IT WAS FULL !!!!!

):

knew i should have done it last night but was too tired..

now i kick myself in the ass.

..

went to my cousins house for dinner..

omg...she has...a TORTO !!

at first she was showing me what soft toys she had & i just nodded and said they were cute & when she took out Torto ... my eyes immediately sparkled... & began photographing the lil darling Torto xP

hi. i'm awwwwweeesoooooome :D

falling behind on project 365...............................................................

photo #15

apparently my lil cutie pie looks like meeeee heeheehee

photo #16

got into my course at Auckland Uni :D

heeheeheeheh my heart beat so fast when i open the letter

photo #17

that pretty much sums up my whole weekend

life's gooood . but for how long?

so many good things happening to me lately . something bad is sure going to happen soon .

photo #13

hehe found this pic on my phone.. from when i last went yumcha .. good times good times ^3^

photo #14

disappeared

i started off with a crisp $50 note

2 mins later i had $9.40

all i did was buy a $20 top up . Dog food and $10 petrol

why is money so hard to earn yet easily spent? .......

exam results came out today!

didn't start shitting my pants until last night coz only found out last night that we get them the next day.. so spent the night panicking.

tsk tsk i can't believe i doubted myself.. thinking i wouldn't have enough points to get into uni..

how could i have been so so stupid ..

should never have doubted myself

coz i pwned NCEA teeheeheeeeeeeeee

craving yoooou

there was a double episode of CSI New York tonight .. hahaha made me so excited .. dunno why..

just last week Gabby tell me he was watching CSI New York for the first time *sigh*

now got nothing else to do but go on computer.. hopefully Gabby will be on msn later .. been cheerful the past few days because been going out but now nothing to do .. can't stop thinking about him ..

miss him ..

getting sad again

decision decision

i'm up early today again so i may as well blog..

it's like..i can't sleep for more than 8 hours..

after 8 hours.. i auto wake up

still haven't cut my hair after so long.. it's getting longer , and i don't like it long !

Sophie says i look better with short hair :D hehehe

trying to find a picture of the style i had before , but no luck :(

maybe i should get a bob . ha ha ha .

decision decision

watched Sherlock Holmes yesterday night..

it was alriiiight.

half an hour before i left for the movie Gabby came on msn . soo did not want to go to movies anymore , rather msg with him but...

i said i would go so i had to go .

that half hour on msn went so fast :(

zo0o0o0o0ooo00o00o00m

photo #12 of 365

might send this photo to Gabby XD

super happeeeee

hehehe finally got to chat with Gabby on msn..miss him so much my heart pound when i see him come online!!

photo#11 of 365

i can stare at his face aaaaall day..

so handsome =D

just for fun

on my mommy's laptop this time hehehe

went for a niiice long walk with Sophie just then.. didn't put on my sunscreen & the sun was shining briiightly .. so .. i probably got darker..

photo #10

did the "love calculator" for fun .. liiiike the result hahahaaa

photo #9 of 365

finally figured how to put pix up using bros comp but something went wrong again

i am a curse to technology

will upload another daaaay

still missing Gabby every second of each day

dreamed about him last night

we were at an arcade hehehe

just like the day when it all began

♥

missing you

i miss Gabby

i want to lie on his shoulder

i want to hold his hand

i want to hug him again

two years too long..

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said byebye to gabby at airport tonight...

miss him so much already :(

photo #7

broken

the thing that i have been fearing the most has finally come true

..

my laptop is broken..my beautiful pink sony vaio..life for it was short but worthwhile..the times we spent together..will be renewed again soon...well..in a few weeks..

for now i have to use my bro's gf computer..which is located near the dining room so that everyone can see what i'm doing! no more porn for me...

hahah jokes..

can only use this comp when they are at work so i will blog now since i won't be able to blog later . boo hoo .

aaaand cannot upload photo #6 ..

this whole comp in chinese!

ahh!

update: photo #6 of 365

regret

went to town with Sophie today..

shopping there not very nice now..nothing nice there anymore :(

i regret buying these shoes in this colour >:(

should've stuck with black but noooooo i thought this colour would be nicer ..

and once again..

i was wrong!

tooo lazy to go back all the way to town & switch them..

photo #5 of 365

always wanted one of these bread smelling feeling phone charms & now i do hehehe

#4

photo #4 of 365

cutiiiiiieee piiieeee

(internets being a *beep* tonight)

because of my *beep* internet ..this blog post is taking aaages

my brother had babies today!

..well his & his girlfriend chinchillas did anyways...

it soooo fragile & tiny!! so afraid i was going to break it..

i under-estimate my strength a lot

cutie pie!!!

so wriggly

photo #3 of 365...

had such a fun time at MomoTea today with Sophie :D

ps. do not watch Paranormal Activity..sooooo over-rated

#2

Photo #2 of 365

Happy Birthday World

the world turned 2010 today...well 2010 according to the calendar...

spent new years with friends in the city & missionbay, so many people..

besides events like new years..NZ has NO nightlife..how sad..

wish i had $$$$ to go to Singapore...

can have fun all night long

...

i can't stop thinking about him..

don't wanna say who it is yet..

every time i see him i get this feeling of happiness that could never disappear..

every time i get a txt i hope that it's from him..

with him i can be myself & he still accepts me..

although i've known him for only a few years..we get along like we've known each other for a lifetime..

he can be a bit silly sometimes but i can live with that..

we never have those awkward silences..

if i see him talking to another girl i get a bit jealous inside..

i can laugh my heart out with him...

i can never be sad or angry with him..

he puts a smile on my face everyday..

is this love?

photo #1 of 365

looking at a sky like this reminds me how beautiful God made the world