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a fufilling day of studying today! google seems to be helping me more than my lecture slides and textbook hehe
had a doctors appoitment today to figure out whats wrong with my insides and did a blood test x_x never did one before so I wasn't sure if it would be painful or not. Turns out it was about the same as piercing ears! equivalent to that actually since I had the needle inserted into me twice! at first the nurse did my left arm but my vein "escaped" so then she put it into my right arm. Was pretty amazing watching the blood get sucked up with this mini vacuum thing they use. The redness of my blood excites me! hehe a niiiice dark red omnom. Was slightly colder today compared to the AMAZING sunny weekend that just passed. Bro ate all the banana ice cream :'( me sad

Has It Always Been Like This?

the rugby world cup ended last week! how exciting it was! went to kelly's house to watch it and bought Domo along too! 

Isaac was hogging all the Domo :((

recently made a "Domo the Explorer" album on facebook where Domo does random things My fav is when he's playing the piano :D 

back to the world cup~~~
the first 34 minutes was a good 34 minutes since my favourite player was playing ..

aaaaand then as fate would have it he injured his leg! D:
it was quite disgusting watching his leg bend the other way but after they replayed it a couple of times it looked pretty funny xD

after that I lost all interest in what was happening in the game since there was no more eye candy T_T

(woah i just got this weird feeling like I felt my head was floating)

anyways! in the end NZ won! hiphip hooray (read all the enthusiasm!)
was more enthusiastic the next day!
parade for the All Blacks in the city!

ahhh~~~got to see my fave player and he stopped in front of where I was for a beautiful three minutes AND the whole time I thought I was taking a video it wasn't recording!
WAI MAMA WAAAAAI

ribbooooons

i should've made a sign! D:

took a ferry on the way home and saw a cruise ship on the waaaaay :D

ok i shall try to do some more study now! suprisingly i haven't been addicted to facebook during this study period.

the weathers getting so beautiful lately! can't wait until exams are over and then we can all play in the sun! <3

i'm a creeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

sjdkfjlgndjslskfjfj i am feeling awwwwfully tired todaay. finally getting some rest since the weekend started :') wasted my whole weekend at uni finishing up our teams business plan...last assignment of semester! then i had a test the next day so had to study some mooooaaaaaaaaaaaaar...last test of semester! got home on monday night and there at home all snug was presents waiting for meeeeeeee! oh the delight :') Pei came back from chinaa! graced me with a bag and two pj pants. omg when i got home last night and put on those pants it felt so pleasurably. the pants are like a fleece blanket material and it makes you feel like you're sleeping in and on a fluffy cloud <3. Just when i thought i could finally have a rest on monday night i was informed that my friend from high school was getting married D: and on tuesday was the signing of his marriage license or registration? iaga dunno how these things work, anyhoooooow had to get up early again to attend and after that we had a lavish meal (OM NOM NOM PEKING DUCK) and hung out after playing laser strike, bowling and karaoke. It was the first time I went karaoke, can't believe I haven't gone before D: was so fun! and you have so much privacy :D!

a poorly taken pic of a cute little boy taken in a shoe shop yesterday.. my future son will follow in this fine example

fishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh meh

droooooooooool/jizz over the peking duck

my married friends little sister. i wish her mum would grow her hair long!

ahhhhh sophie and i <3 lol at the bald guy behind

leopard print chairs from karaoke!! D: D: D: <3<3<3

yeahnahh byeeeez

lets get fat and roll to our destinatioooooons

hahaha i read the other day that crazy people are more likely to make interesting bloggers. is me blog interestiiiiing? :D :D :D

had my first bagel last week hurhurhur , what a pleasant experience that was ..not. I wasn't expecting the bagel to be so hard :O ooo and today i saw mini bagel :3 cute cute ! i love those little butter packagings! so tiny, so cute, i'd eat that by itself aaaanyday

 OOOOOOOH. THIS THING. DEEP FRIED POTATO MOCHI WITH SWEET SAUCE AND BUTTER OMGOSH. I WENT TO HEAVEN EATING THIS. ITS LIKE .... ONE OF THE BEST THINGS I'VE TASTED IN MY LIFE. RIGHT UP THERE WITH BANANAS AND DURIANS D: D: D:
it's 2 for $5 though so pretty expensive :'( must learn to make!! AH!

my friend drew me the other day! haha! not a very accurate pic! my eyes don't look so mean! or do they?! D: but it was pretty good drawing in 5mins. veddy goooooood ;)

went with steph to the "cloud" today....was okaaaay, not much there -_- why auckland so boring :< but but look at the beauty of a cruise ship! i wish we could go in it and look around! i'd pay a good 5bux to look around in it! it even had elevators in it! OMG! *die* i wanna go on a cruise!!!

wow i didn't blog in over a week :O i don't remember what i accomplished in a week as well T_T hmmm had a bbq on saturday, saw some ghostbusters on the way home and smelt like smoke which i should've showered before i went to bed coz now the smell is on my bed and it's been a few days aaaaaaand i'm currently too busy lazy to change my duvet coverr

duvet is a weird word.

bada!

nyehehehe

despite the crappy start to last week i ended up having a veeery enjoyable week tehehe, it was so sunny! skipped a day of uni heha and went to play in the sun. the suuuuun! 

had the beeeest hot chocolate i have ever tasted :') it was from this cafe called st shaky isles and its preeetty close to uni so i can get again soon :'). it comes with a stick of whittakers choc in it and it melts into the milk hehe sooooo damn goooooooood..whittakers is by far the best chocolate :D

i got this "scrambled" eggs on bruschetta lol....i don't think this is scrambled eggs :L hahaha..there's a really really unglam pic of me eating it but i don't dare post it up lol. i have a gorilla expression xD

 so instead i'll post a pic of my friend eating his burger hehe. not like he reads my blog anyway :D

after that we went to walk around the viaduct coz they've got all sorts of new things there ever since the world cup started. felt like a tourist haha :D there were a few yacht's there and i asked my friend what he would name his one if he had one but he didn't know and then asked me what i would name mine and i said..............."sih-men" lololol . has three different meanings haha. so innappropriate XD

after that....if i can remember we had movenpick :') so yummyyyyyy! ended up paying 25bux for carpark. omg heart attack man..why parking costs so much T_T

also watched abducted that week..taylor lautner's face bugs me a lot...it seems squished but people still think he's good looking . meh. i was the only one who enjoyed the movie lol..everyone thought it was lame -.-

skipped uni and went for yumcha today with my mum and older bro. i woke up at 11am coz i couldn't sleep much last night due to our pastor staying the night with us and oh man...he snores...heaps...and my room is directly above the guest room T_T..when i woke up i surfed internet a bit on my phone and then i went to shower..come out of the shower and my older bro is already at the house to pick me up at 11:30..i didn't know that we were having lunch so early..he rushed me outta the house and ended up going yumcha in half my pjs. good thing i changed them last week haha so smell not bad lol. as im blogging this i'm laughing to myself and the cleaners are just looking at me strange :]

 yumyumyumymumymuymumymumyum chicken feeeet! wasn't feeling like chicken feet that morning but my mum was so we got and then i suddenly felt like eating it haha. so delicious :P. i only found out that we have to pay for the tea at yumcha haha cost $1.50..this whole time i thought it was always free -.-
now! drool!

my gosh i can't remember anything else i did last week or in the weekend  since i don't have anymore pics :\

i like blogging so if i forget the memories i can just read my blog tehe and look at yum as food :D

i think its time to study now..learning a whole subject from scratch coz i haven't been paying attention in this class and have an assignment due next week for it T_T 

i never did anything wrong

not feeling happy today :( probably coz i didn't have that much sleep last night and had a recurring dream. I wish I could just stop thinking about all this shit that somehow always makes its way to me. 

lets hope tomorrow is a better day

supersize our tragediiiiieees

is there a certain food that make you poo more than usual? mine is chocolate...yupppp...chocolate.

anywho moving on from pooing! 

i found sooooooooo much banana related food yesterday!! HAPPYYY!!! :D well it wasn't thaaat much hehe. only two items! 

i have been looking for perkynana for aaages! they played a very important part in my life when i was young lol. always used to eat them after school at my dads shop :') so goods! and i finally found it :D 

last night before waffle and rugby night with friends we went to get ingredients and nutella for my korean friend who's dad doesn't let him eat it lol and while looking for the nutella i found this chocolate banana spread! OMG :') who would've thought there would be something like this! ahhh i was in heaven. Haven't tried it yet thoough! got no bread! ahh! 

before the rugby started we played pokemonopoly! its sooo awesome! although it took me ages to get through the first round on the board coz i went to jail on the first round and then when i finally got out i went to jail again lol! sighhzz finally made it to the second round but then we stopped playing for waffles and rugby xP

i was charmander :D 

hahahaha took this photo yesterday morning. i woke up and my dog was like this on my sofa haha. the life of a doggy 

i'm so tired atm :( had one hour less sleep due to daylight saving and been studying for the past 2 hours T_T

can't wait to go to sleep tonight :')

we need each other coz no-ones meant to be alone

lovely night it is mateys?

another night of doing nothing...wanted to study but its impossible to study at home! impossible i say!

surrounded by food. a barking dog *hits dog* haha jokes jokes i would NEVER hit my dog. only figuratively :). found so many other things to do in the house besides study OH DEAR.

learnt some new songs on guitar :') finally making use of it after all these years. makin' mama proud :')

watched some hells kitchen, each season gets more boring its so repetitive! repetitive i say! but still kinda pulls you in to watch it...or was that because i was procrastinating? HUMMM

i changed the parting of my fringe so i decided to camwhore with it :D

don't mind the photos :D

me thick moustache :{D

lol this one looks weird...hmm what kind of look is this

if i were a boy :D

me second moustache :{) i tried to leave it on my upper lip without my hands but it was impossible....impossible i say! ok i have to stop doing that =.=

and a normal one! :) just to make up for the other photos :3

everyday i try to look my best, even though inside i'm such a mess

i am enjoying poo analogys at the moment!

me and my friend use a couple such as "releasing the hostages, depositing the money in the bank, dropping the kids off at the pool and putting a second batch of cookies in the oven" lol. just makes life so much more amusing...althouugh...my life is pretty amusing already xP

accomplished ABSOLUTELY NOThiNG TODAaAAY! will study later :'(

THE PAST WAS BOUGHT UP TODAY SIGH . i get over it then someone brings it up and i get all confused again...am i over it...i dunno...i thought i was and then someone brings the subject up and you just dunno what you think anymore..

and then i read this post i wrote on tumblr a few months ago ..and it just reminds how blessed I am...time to quit complaining!

I have to say these past two months have been like a freaking emotional roller coaster, always worrying, hoping, heart beating fast, laughing one minute and crying the next.

I used to barely cry and just laugh all the time and now it’s like everything just came at once and bombarded my emotions, from when my grandpa passed away and i couldn’t go to his funeral in singapore, when rachel left nz and when the relationship between us just wasn’t working out…i thought i could just “smile” everything off and just make jokes about random things..but i was only fooling myself, when i got home i would ball my eyes out

PTL for the epiphany God gave me in the shower today! I was just standing there soaking in the hot water for ages when I finally clicked..despite what has happened in the past two months all these things seemed to happen for a reason, i realised the mistakes i had made and to make sure that those mistakes wouldn’t be made again, i also feel i’ve grown into become a stronger person (emotionally not physically ofc —) and most of all i love God more than I ever have right now, when you’re at your lowest point you just realise all the amazing blessings you have, the fact that you have your health, a great family and such good friends AND THE BEST IS YET TO COME :)

moving on! as i should! hmm what did i accomplish today? NOTHING! nothing is correct..days not over! hopefully i'll accomplish something soon....haaa...sure....

so i went into uni early again..but this time it was for a much better reason....JOJO'S GRADUATION!! :D WEEHEHEHE! the sun shone for beautiful jojo's graduation PTL although it was so windy aiyooo. anywho we took photos in an art gallery..i shall put some up if i can get them off co. shes such a professional :') proud of her! after taking photos we went to eat at neighbours cafe and was mind blown at the way you order your food :O mind = blown.

each dish has these little cards next to it and you bring it up to the cashier to order and pay for it! how cute!

ended up getting dumplings in beef soup, i just like it coz of the pickled veges in it hehehehe

so after lunch i was supposed to go to class while jojo and rm went to the ceremony....but i didnt /=.=\ . saw sophie and went for a walk with her hehe. then to home i went! where there was an old asian guy sitting behind me on the bus and started snoring haha made me giggle. my ipod ran out of battery earlier so i had to go through the whole bus ride without music T_T first world problems these days! sigh! anywho white gangster boy came on the bus and played his music out loud although it wasn't good music T_T

bus ride wasn't so bad in the end..txtd the whole time having an amusing conversation lol

in context to the asian man snoring i tell my friend:

 lol the asian man behind me is snoring and he just snorted

friend: lol the man. doesn't give a crap what the rest of the world thinks

me: a fearless creature from the depths of asia

friend:a mythical beast

me: awakening from his slumber

friend: all flee before him in abject terror

me: the end. fin.

hahah yes yes it sounds lame now but it was amusing at the time! :D

time to study.....hummmm ...

bye!

you met me during a very weird point in my life

currently sitting in ic2 couches blogging from my phone coz i can't find a free computer (more like i can't be bothered heh). Anyway over half the people on the couches are couples t=.=t and the one on the couch beside me just made out and seriously no one wants to see it =.= unless there's some creep in the corner that gets turned on by it. Anywho got me thinking im gonna die alone *forever alooone. ok thats a bit of an exaggeration. I've had no interest in anybody since my last relationship which was.....i dunno...couple months ago?..ahh look at me getting all sentimental now. Ugh i'm so tired, been at uni for too long already, my uni days are normally 4 hours max lol. This morning I woke up all prepared to go into uni earlier to hand in my essay. This whole time I was thinking it had to be handed in before 1030 this morning and randomly on the buss I was questioning myself is the hand in time 10 or 1030...why am i only thinking about this now?! so I txted my friend in class and he said it was 10 =.= shit...I was in agony the whole time on the bus hoping the bus would make it to uni by 10 and praise da looord it did!  I even told my friend a while ago it was due at 10 so why the heck did i keep thinking it was 1030? UGH mind games these days. sometime my brain is so retarded.  sighz after getting to uni at 10 I had nothing to do until 2, imagine the extra sleep i could've gotten if i didn't have to hand in my essay so early! crazy lecturer. Listened to lecture recordings up until 11 and steph joined and we began watching youtube lol ended up getting not much study done, especially when I found out my test this week is open book lol yuss. Steph had class at 12 so I did not study yet again and met up with Sophie to do some shopping in the city (the only good thing about uni being in the city) although I refrained from buying anything whilst money flowed out of her like a running tap. After that I finally went to my class at 2 and I must say that would've been one worth skipping. It ended at 3 and now I am currently waiting for my free ride home with Steph and James yay! saved a bus ride wehehe